Too early to be forever

I don’t want to find the love of my life, because I could waste it…I don’t want to deal with it, I cannot face it, I’m too young to know how to treat it…
I’ve always said that some persons are meant to be met at certain ages, and if they come too early or too late, we cannot apreciate them as they deserve to be…I think that it had happend to me…I met a person 3 years ago, too early to be forever…I’ve told him this, one day, but he didn’t know what to answer, or he didn’t answer me as I was expected, so I left…Now, he is trying to make things work, but sometimes it’s better to let them be as they want to be…Don’t force them…
Let me go…release me! Don’t suffer for me anymore, just be happy for me and stay by my side, but keep the silence between us…Don’t make me pretend I’m somebody else just to mentain the image of me as it used to be in your heart…I’m not the same anymore, but I haven’t change, I’m just discovering myself…

3,5 years
Do you think I don’t know? :p Yesterday we were supposed to celebrate 3,5 years…27th of September!